Appreciated

I need to feel loved, impor­tant and appre­ci­ated. I have been want­ing to go to Chase BBQ with my hus­band for a long time now…but just never quite made it there…and today I saw a coupon for $10 off your meal…I am so excited. Why do I need oth­ers to go out of their way for me. The place was there all along, I could have very eas­ily just gone by myself, but guess it was some­thing that I wanted to try for the first time with my hus­band. Times are real tough right now. It is really hard to stay focused at work and not think of things that bring me down…but i don’t have time to cry all day, so I bet­ter suck up and live with my con­se­quences of not mak­ing quicker deci­sions to seek help way long ago. I pray that if you ever need some words of encour­age­ment that I can be there for you and help you along your jour­ney of this VERY tough life. I just pray for my chil­dren that they do not have extra burdens…my old­est is ten and we have quickly thrown him into an adult world. Alright bet­ter dry up my tears…the more I write the more I CRY.