They say time heals everything…well I have a wound so deep, a whole so large — it will be a life­time for this pain to dis­si­pate! The more I miss him the fur­ther he runs…please God take this pain away…take this hurt, erase the memories…make them horrible…It can be done. The other party has mag­i­cally talked him­self into think­ing that every sec­ond for 15 years was the most hor­ri­ble ones ever.…so some­how can’t it be where I can think the same! I am tired of crying…tired of hurt­ing and tired of see­ing my boys cry!